Day 6
Slightly easier to get up this morning. A lot of comments come up during breakfast. The whizz of silence is a potent topic of discussion. Another controversy is the nature of whether or not something was "music"; generally, I notice that there is a certain type that laments the place that tonality did not have in the performance last night. One of the Seattle team--I think it's either Bill, Curt, or Jaxie, but it turns out to be Tony--makes a pertinent comment that we may need to leave our preconceptions of what "healing music" is at the door. Personally, I revel in the fact that tonality simply does not matter in this work, or at least in the form that it is taking.
But everyone seems happy, and everyone acknowledges that the audience seemed to love it.
An announcement from the Travel Coordinator to the whole team, advising everyone to watch the board for later this morning. Also, as the breakfast team disperses after a two-hour meal, I mention the point of seeing from last night to Sandra; it seems to light her up, which makes the idea even harder to resist. It is a hazardous idea, but it seems potent. Really potent.
Prepare the departures list for everyone. This is a clear sign of the beginning of the end, for me.
Some laundry, with a long wait to put it in the dryer in the main house. Sort out my suitcase, send a message off to Laura requesting some 35mm film if she has a chance. I'd like to get some practice in before lunch, but Peter is sleeping, and the weather is total shit. I'll have to pick it up after lunch. Sigh.
2:00 - Getting grouchy. Am a little mystified that people are napping right now. Tonight's show will probably be a little tough. One high mark is that I have my own departure for Monday figured out.
Heading into another middle again.
Piling into the buses at 3:00.
Arrival at Hadley around 4:15ish. A chance to warm up, explore the space. In the circle at shortly before 5:00 for blocking, "soundcheck".
This is a difficult space: the acoustics are not good for a large group of any sort. As a soloist, or even a small chamber ensemble of maybe 5 players, I could see this being a great space. But as an ensemble member, I find it impossible to hear anything outside of my immediate vicinity, and even then it gets a little tricky. And there are certain pockets that totally swallow the sound. This is not to say that it's not an attractive looking space. But that's sort of the crux of it: there are a lot of things about this church that say "money" on it, and the feel of the building is like a really big toy, to me. Fancy, pretty, sterile, and new. The acoustics reflect that: I get the feeling that I'm hearing the Orchestra through a plug-in, as opposed to the very real and 3-dimensional sound of the Cambridge venue.
Split green rooms.
Generally feel unsettled and restless, and it seems a bit like the rest of the team feels the same way: there is more idle chatter than the night before. Frank has observed that the attention of the team is different, and a bit shakier. Robert brings this up as a matter of practicality.
Doors open at 7:00; at one point, I find myself talking a bit with a member of MREC. She asks whether everyone got the kitchen enneagram she'd posted to Facebook, and mentions that she would have been available to give a presentation on this, over the course of the week. This seems like a bit of a sticky wicket, and I duck out of the conversation pretty quickly, though my own feeling is that it would have been a bad idea, and not just because of my own aversion to jargon (though I do feel the enneagram is important, and I personally want to have a better understanding of it as well).
Performance at 8:00.
Los Internationales
Procession
Exploring the Space
Repertoire: Red, Voices of Ancient Children, Berceuse, Askesis
Enpodulate/Whizz
"Triple Vicious Queen Whizz"
Procession
Encore: Schizoid Man
Encore: Asturias
Overall, it's a hard show, like I had suspected would be the case. This is not to say that magic doesn't happen, and there is an improvised whizz that happens at the end of the second improv that is really quite amazing. But the show itself is tough to work through.
A couple of moments stand out:
During "Enpodulate", and shortly before it becomes a whizz, there is a funny moment where there is quite a bit of activity going on behind me, and then I find myself in a quartet of circulation that becomes a twinkly little thing. Then Bill comes over, and doesn't play a note, but does introduce movement into the moment. I am not quite sure if he's come over to lead or if he's finding himself drawn to this little pod. And then it dissolves, and we melt into the whizz.
Standing next to Jaxie during the TVQW, and being entirely unable to hear the whizz coming from my right. Feeling like I'm slowing it down.
The final twinkle/procession of Asturias. As we proceed out of the space into the other large hall, the procession chords fade out, and a zither comes up the chain from the hall back into the space. It's really quite something.
After the performance, film! From Laura's friend. Greatly appreciated. Seeing some intentional pissing of energy. Also, seeing Frank run. Back on the bus.
We arrive back at the house close to midnight, with strict instructions to put our stuff back at our cabins and then immediately come back to the main house. Here, we find out that, since there is no way to have a team to make sandwiches for everyone, and since half the team will be departing after the final meeting tomorrow, we will each be making our own bag lunch (and dinner if it is appropriate). A bit of shock and whining from the team, but it's got to get done. My hand shoots up when Patrick says he needs help getting stuff brought out for this process.
As I'm making my hommous wrap, I notice people piling it on, with apparently no consideration for the fifteen or twenty other people that still need to finish their own food. So my own becomes a bit smaller than I had originally intended, and it actually looks just fine.
Some very last minute consternation with last-minute travel changes. As I finally make it back to my cabin, a text from Curt about one person needing to be on a different bus arrives--I'll have to leave it for the morning. Decision work, and to bed around 1:25 am, with the realization that my hands really need a rest after this project.
Friday, May 31, 2013
Thursday, May 30, 2013
OCG VII - Day 5 - Show #1
Day 5 - Show #1 - First Church in Cambridge
Day of the first gig. Short version of last night is that we had dress rehearsal, and that I noted a bit of hesitation on my own part. One interesting comment from Robert, regarding the "Lord Have Mercy" exercise. I hope I can remember to apply it. Also, had an insight about ensemble playing that I know I've experienced before, but became newly apparent last night: light quick playing is necessary in groups of large number, because of the sludge that happens when everyone plays a different version of legato, or even staccato.
Off to the sitting. A couple of lay-ins in the room.
8:00 - Breakfast.
11:40 - Comments about goodwill over breakfast, and a deep silence to match. RF comments about "putting it in the bank". Finally performed Level T.
New strings on the guitar. Warming up. Texting back and forth with Ieva to get a small guitar part for Tom. She'll also be helping with this gig as security and otherwise.
Lunch at 12:00. The 60 Point Exercise begins at this time. That certain feeling in the air. . .
4:30 - Now in Cambridge. Performance space is beautiful. When we walk in to see the space, it is immediately apparent that we were in a good place. Silence visits.
We're to be circled up and ready a few minutes before 5:00. I check my phone a minute or two prior and see that Ieva's called me twice and left me several messages: she doesn't know specifically what part I'm talking about for Tom, and the sales clerk at Guitar Center is a moron. I try to fix this, and Sandra sees that it's taking me too long, takes my phone, and takes over the conversation, sending me into the circle. Smart move: I'm already getting pissed at the clerk that I'll never see.
Procession chords strapped on, and Elisa leads us into the space. As we walk in and around the space, I have an experience I've never had before of actually being able to listen away from my own guitar and hear the resonance of the room. As a whole, the shimmering and ethereal quality of the Orchestra is beyond anything I've ever heard before.
During soundcheck/blocking, I have a very interesting picture of an audience member coming up into the space we'll be performing in, as we perform.
Procession back out, and just as we leave the space, I look off to my right and see Ieva waiting for me in the hall, and all I can think about, even as I'm concentrating, is getting thirty seconds with her. Once the circle breaks, I scamper off to see her, get the bridge pins from her, and then have to let her go again as I get the pins to Tom and begin to prepare.
7:00 - Quiet time.
7:15 - A snafu with the ticketing system has led ticket holders to believe that the performance begins at 7:00, not 8:00; the heavy rain outside makes this unbearable, and I will later find out that at least one person demanded a refund. Robert comes to the green room and calls for all high flyers to circle up. My feet immediately bring me to the circle, and even though I'm a little apprehensive, I stick with it. A group of about 15 or so of us head out to perform as "the opening act", with Mary Beth leading and Victor directing. Circulations, some repertoire. Victor calls THRAK, and counts it off--on the first note, my guitar strap gives out, and I play the entire piece with a cocked leg to support the guitar. Sounds good, though. A "when ready, begin", and Where is the Nurse? to carry us out. Back into the green room for 7:45.
Robert gives the ceremonial pick to each of us at a few minutes before 8:00, advising that these are early prototypes, and are probably not good to play with. Los Internationales out at 5 of 8:00. Returning shortly after, and we all head out just around 8:00.
8:00 - Long procession around the space, leading to a tight spiral on the dais. And then, we begin to explore the space and the show proceeds from there.
Procession
Encircle/spiral
Exploring the space
Repertoire: Red, Voices of Ancient Children, Berceuse, Askesis
Cell-weaving
Whizz formation
Encore: Schizoid Man
Encore: Asturias/Whizz/Procession
Several moments stand out, for me. Several points of interaction during the first improvisation, and then "conducting" the Orchestra to close it out (they didn't get the first cue, but then they all picked up on it). Holding the moment afterward, and then letting it go, to very happy applause.
Realizing that I was directly on the outside of the horseshoe, in front of everyone. Watching someone be very angry at another person during Red.
Playing around with Chris and a few others; Sandra comes whooshing through right as we start to fall asleep. Finding that I was the tail of a snake that was comprised entirely of women, and deciding to go with it anyway. That same snake moving into slow, Tai Chi-like movements.
Winking at Ieva during the whizz.
Hearing uproarious applause as we left the space, and finding out that Schizoid Man re-entered the house to a big standing ovation.
Returning for Asturias, and as we approached the twinkle section, and it stretched out, we began to zither procession chords around the circle. These grew quieter and quieter, until they dropped out entirely, and we began to circulate silence. And then we whizzed silence. This went on for a while, longer than I could bear, and then RF began to play the bass line to Asturias to bring it back in again. Back through Asturias, and then breaking into procession chords. Procession around the space again. Twinkles that went on, and on, and then too long, and then it was suddenly obvious that they had to go on that long. Procession into the green room, amid stunned silence from the audience. And then an eruption of applause that went on for some time.
An unfisting, afterward.
My guitar in the case, and I go out to meet friends; Becky came out, and she's incredibly grateful for the performance. She asks me how we did it, and I realize just how wiped out I am as I answer "I have no idea". A quick goodbye, and a chat with Mali, who also came to play security for us. She is also very happy about the performance.
And then Ieva, who also reports that her father was there, but left shortly afterward. Later, she'll report that he liked the show quite a bit. Having her meet a number of my friends.
Back on the bus at 10:10. Back to Camp Caravan.
In the cabin, a lot of blowing of energy. I get a little Mr. Crafty about it as I'm catching up in my journal. The awful smell of wet cloth handled by a bunch of men doesn't help it either.
To bed, not long after midnight.
Day of the first gig. Short version of last night is that we had dress rehearsal, and that I noted a bit of hesitation on my own part. One interesting comment from Robert, regarding the "Lord Have Mercy" exercise. I hope I can remember to apply it. Also, had an insight about ensemble playing that I know I've experienced before, but became newly apparent last night: light quick playing is necessary in groups of large number, because of the sludge that happens when everyone plays a different version of legato, or even staccato.
Off to the sitting. A couple of lay-ins in the room.
8:00 - Breakfast.
11:40 - Comments about goodwill over breakfast, and a deep silence to match. RF comments about "putting it in the bank". Finally performed Level T.
New strings on the guitar. Warming up. Texting back and forth with Ieva to get a small guitar part for Tom. She'll also be helping with this gig as security and otherwise.
Lunch at 12:00. The 60 Point Exercise begins at this time. That certain feeling in the air. . .
4:30 - Now in Cambridge. Performance space is beautiful. When we walk in to see the space, it is immediately apparent that we were in a good place. Silence visits.
We're to be circled up and ready a few minutes before 5:00. I check my phone a minute or two prior and see that Ieva's called me twice and left me several messages: she doesn't know specifically what part I'm talking about for Tom, and the sales clerk at Guitar Center is a moron. I try to fix this, and Sandra sees that it's taking me too long, takes my phone, and takes over the conversation, sending me into the circle. Smart move: I'm already getting pissed at the clerk that I'll never see.
Procession chords strapped on, and Elisa leads us into the space. As we walk in and around the space, I have an experience I've never had before of actually being able to listen away from my own guitar and hear the resonance of the room. As a whole, the shimmering and ethereal quality of the Orchestra is beyond anything I've ever heard before.
During soundcheck/blocking, I have a very interesting picture of an audience member coming up into the space we'll be performing in, as we perform.
Procession back out, and just as we leave the space, I look off to my right and see Ieva waiting for me in the hall, and all I can think about, even as I'm concentrating, is getting thirty seconds with her. Once the circle breaks, I scamper off to see her, get the bridge pins from her, and then have to let her go again as I get the pins to Tom and begin to prepare.
7:00 - Quiet time.
7:15 - A snafu with the ticketing system has led ticket holders to believe that the performance begins at 7:00, not 8:00; the heavy rain outside makes this unbearable, and I will later find out that at least one person demanded a refund. Robert comes to the green room and calls for all high flyers to circle up. My feet immediately bring me to the circle, and even though I'm a little apprehensive, I stick with it. A group of about 15 or so of us head out to perform as "the opening act", with Mary Beth leading and Victor directing. Circulations, some repertoire. Victor calls THRAK, and counts it off--on the first note, my guitar strap gives out, and I play the entire piece with a cocked leg to support the guitar. Sounds good, though. A "when ready, begin", and Where is the Nurse? to carry us out. Back into the green room for 7:45.
Robert gives the ceremonial pick to each of us at a few minutes before 8:00, advising that these are early prototypes, and are probably not good to play with. Los Internationales out at 5 of 8:00. Returning shortly after, and we all head out just around 8:00.
8:00 - Long procession around the space, leading to a tight spiral on the dais. And then, we begin to explore the space and the show proceeds from there.
Procession
Encircle/spiral
Exploring the space
Repertoire: Red, Voices of Ancient Children, Berceuse, Askesis
Cell-weaving
Whizz formation
Encore: Schizoid Man
Encore: Asturias/Whizz/Procession
Several moments stand out, for me. Several points of interaction during the first improvisation, and then "conducting" the Orchestra to close it out (they didn't get the first cue, but then they all picked up on it). Holding the moment afterward, and then letting it go, to very happy applause.
Realizing that I was directly on the outside of the horseshoe, in front of everyone. Watching someone be very angry at another person during Red.
Playing around with Chris and a few others; Sandra comes whooshing through right as we start to fall asleep. Finding that I was the tail of a snake that was comprised entirely of women, and deciding to go with it anyway. That same snake moving into slow, Tai Chi-like movements.
Winking at Ieva during the whizz.
Hearing uproarious applause as we left the space, and finding out that Schizoid Man re-entered the house to a big standing ovation.
Returning for Asturias, and as we approached the twinkle section, and it stretched out, we began to zither procession chords around the circle. These grew quieter and quieter, until they dropped out entirely, and we began to circulate silence. And then we whizzed silence. This went on for a while, longer than I could bear, and then RF began to play the bass line to Asturias to bring it back in again. Back through Asturias, and then breaking into procession chords. Procession around the space again. Twinkles that went on, and on, and then too long, and then it was suddenly obvious that they had to go on that long. Procession into the green room, amid stunned silence from the audience. And then an eruption of applause that went on for some time.
An unfisting, afterward.
My guitar in the case, and I go out to meet friends; Becky came out, and she's incredibly grateful for the performance. She asks me how we did it, and I realize just how wiped out I am as I answer "I have no idea". A quick goodbye, and a chat with Mali, who also came to play security for us. She is also very happy about the performance.
And then Ieva, who also reports that her father was there, but left shortly afterward. Later, she'll report that he liked the show quite a bit. Having her meet a number of my friends.
Back on the bus at 10:10. Back to Camp Caravan.
In the cabin, a lot of blowing of energy. I get a little Mr. Crafty about it as I'm catching up in my journal. The awful smell of wet cloth handled by a bunch of men doesn't help it either.
To bed, not long after midnight.
OCG VII - Day 4
Day 4
On waking around 6:00, a sense of apprehension about the improvised theatre bit with Chris, last night. I seriously wonder whether it was a little over the top or not--not that there's anything I can do about it, but there might be something I can keep in mind for what comes.
7:00 - Sitting was oddly short.
8:00 - Breakfast. Lots of comments, generally pretty good. I find myself getting a bit annoyed with a couple of them--they have the smack of the "unknowing knowing" about them. And there are so many of them.
Jaxie's question is the big one, though: "How do we know if we should follow an impulse?" Tony's response (as I remember it) seems really good: knowing that the conditions for himself are good to follow an impulse, namely if he feels like he is able to follow, and if he's unconcerned with what the outcome will be.
There are many other answers to this question.
Sandra notes the loud stomping that sounds like death and sleep, and leads everyone in an off-the-cuff exercise, emphasizing the lightness of feeling and thought that we feel even when connected to the earth.
Christina has a comment about watching someone try to "correct" behavior, and notes that this is the same as saying "no" in an improv: it doesn't work. Specifically, she was seeing some aggressive playing, and saw something come in with a delicate and cautious tone--it was like watching someone say "no".
I resist the urge to chime in with a comment of my own--there's too many of them, and now I'm really unsure about my stompfest with Chris last night, even though I was very consciously playing a role. As we're clearing out of the dining hall, I ask Sandra if she has a moment at 10:30 to meet for a bit. This ends up not happening (which is fine, as it's really just me wanting an ego stroke), but as I'm waiting in the conservatory, I spend the time looking at the Enneagram Garden, and get a bit of an insight I hadn't had before. Interesting.
11:30 - Orchestra rehearsal is hard, and not enjoyably so.
1:00 - Quiet lunch, with Los Internationales delivering a five-language greeting and request: first separately, and then all at once. Very entertaining. A short nap after lunch, and then off to fix an early dinner.
Dinner prep at 3:00. We do not have a huge amount of stuff to do, as dinner is a light stand-up affair, but we keep busy. At somewhere around 4:30, it is very quiet outside and inside the house, and I realize that I am standing in a holy space--the house has become so over the past day or so.
5:00, dinner. Another recitation by Los Internationales. Patrick's hummous has disappeared. Clean-up, and a bit of practice, followed by preparing for dress rehearsal at 8:00. It is pouring outside.
On waking around 6:00, a sense of apprehension about the improvised theatre bit with Chris, last night. I seriously wonder whether it was a little over the top or not--not that there's anything I can do about it, but there might be something I can keep in mind for what comes.
7:00 - Sitting was oddly short.
8:00 - Breakfast. Lots of comments, generally pretty good. I find myself getting a bit annoyed with a couple of them--they have the smack of the "unknowing knowing" about them. And there are so many of them.
Jaxie's question is the big one, though: "How do we know if we should follow an impulse?" Tony's response (as I remember it) seems really good: knowing that the conditions for himself are good to follow an impulse, namely if he feels like he is able to follow, and if he's unconcerned with what the outcome will be.
There are many other answers to this question.
Sandra notes the loud stomping that sounds like death and sleep, and leads everyone in an off-the-cuff exercise, emphasizing the lightness of feeling and thought that we feel even when connected to the earth.
Christina has a comment about watching someone try to "correct" behavior, and notes that this is the same as saying "no" in an improv: it doesn't work. Specifically, she was seeing some aggressive playing, and saw something come in with a delicate and cautious tone--it was like watching someone say "no".
I resist the urge to chime in with a comment of my own--there's too many of them, and now I'm really unsure about my stompfest with Chris last night, even though I was very consciously playing a role. As we're clearing out of the dining hall, I ask Sandra if she has a moment at 10:30 to meet for a bit. This ends up not happening (which is fine, as it's really just me wanting an ego stroke), but as I'm waiting in the conservatory, I spend the time looking at the Enneagram Garden, and get a bit of an insight I hadn't had before. Interesting.
11:30 - Orchestra rehearsal is hard, and not enjoyably so.
1:00 - Quiet lunch, with Los Internationales delivering a five-language greeting and request: first separately, and then all at once. Very entertaining. A short nap after lunch, and then off to fix an early dinner.
Dinner prep at 3:00. We do not have a huge amount of stuff to do, as dinner is a light stand-up affair, but we keep busy. At somewhere around 4:30, it is very quiet outside and inside the house, and I realize that I am standing in a holy space--the house has become so over the past day or so.
5:00, dinner. Another recitation by Los Internationales. Patrick's hummous has disappeared. Clean-up, and a bit of practice, followed by preparing for dress rehearsal at 8:00. It is pouring outside.
Wednesday, May 29, 2013
OCG VII - Day 3
Day 3
Almost overslept. Passed out last night sitting up. Technically overslept, really, but awake at 6:40, which is time enough for a quick shower.
7:00 - RF presents the Six Points in the auditorium. A slightly different flavor that how I received it in the Somerville group, but pretty close. No mention of a certain aspect that is part of how that group runs it, but I wouldn't expect it.
Breakfast at 8:00.
A deep silence during breakfast. After the meal, small group work with Chris, Glenn, and Rick; starting with right hand work to warm up, a couple runs of the First Primary, and then on to working Asturias and Askesis.
Some confusion about full group work on Askesis. This is pushed back to later in the afternoon.
Tai Chi at 12:30. Very necessary for myself.
Lunch at 1:00 - A hair late. Ate too much, and probably going to feel it later. Another deep silence.
Askesis work at 2:30. Performance tempo is set at 92 bpm, which is faster than what we usually play it in GCNE (usually around 84ish). Thank god I can hold on. And if I stay at it, it won't be a problem after tonight, or at least tomorrow morning.
Diary work, decision work. Full repertoire group at 3:30 p.m.
5:00 - OCG work, primarily for RF to present the exercise that is part of Eye of the Needle. After this, RF asks "Well, what should we do now?", which leads to silent procession, and then with chords, and then a full-on improvisation.
A break in the action. RF asks "Now that there's a lull, what next?"
After a second, Jaxie runs across the room, trading places with someone. A few agonizing seconds later, I run across the room and trade with Taylor. And then the room explodes in activity. Another improv.
A break, and a return to the circle form. Another pause, and then I call Askesis, with Fernie's count. Then we move to Asturias, and we swirl around during the twinkling chords. Returning to the circle as the piece ends. Patrick reads the text to Ives's Berceuse, and that team plays it. Whizzing in two circles, inner and outer. Return to the full circle.
Final words from RF. It is now raining; we head to our respective places.
Dinner at 7:00. We are out of the middle.
Cleaning up after dinner. At one point, I become aware that Chris isn't wearing shoes in the scullery, and I immediately tell him to go away and put shoes on--a particularly kind of authority in my voice that I'm not used to hearing. Afterward, Christina commends me for the care I show Chris. He really is kind of like a kid brother.
OCG rehearsal after dinner. Way too much to describe it all, but extremely active. A great deal of running around, and some repertoire is also played as well.
At one point, during an intense pause, Chris walks across the circle to me, plays a short chord, and I do not respond. He begins to walk away, and then I run into the circle, cut him off at the pass, and we begin a playful sort of "fight". John tries to join in, but I "bark" at him (fully in character) and he steps back into his place in the circle. I'm aware that I'm stomping around a bit, and I notice that I'm getting distracted by the sound of my own feet. Chris and I continue to play back and forth, and then I bring someone else in, and then "tap out" and return to the basic circle.
A bit later, there is a moment where there is a lot of different stuff going on, but the big central form is a circle that includes Mary Beth, Victor, and I; we are whizzing around the circle while also running as fast as we can. Victor and I are both cracking up.
Phone call with Ieva afterward. Happy.
Almost overslept. Passed out last night sitting up. Technically overslept, really, but awake at 6:40, which is time enough for a quick shower.
7:00 - RF presents the Six Points in the auditorium. A slightly different flavor that how I received it in the Somerville group, but pretty close. No mention of a certain aspect that is part of how that group runs it, but I wouldn't expect it.
Breakfast at 8:00.
A deep silence during breakfast. After the meal, small group work with Chris, Glenn, and Rick; starting with right hand work to warm up, a couple runs of the First Primary, and then on to working Asturias and Askesis.
Some confusion about full group work on Askesis. This is pushed back to later in the afternoon.
Tai Chi at 12:30. Very necessary for myself.
Lunch at 1:00 - A hair late. Ate too much, and probably going to feel it later. Another deep silence.
Askesis work at 2:30. Performance tempo is set at 92 bpm, which is faster than what we usually play it in GCNE (usually around 84ish). Thank god I can hold on. And if I stay at it, it won't be a problem after tonight, or at least tomorrow morning.
Diary work, decision work. Full repertoire group at 3:30 p.m.
5:00 - OCG work, primarily for RF to present the exercise that is part of Eye of the Needle. After this, RF asks "Well, what should we do now?", which leads to silent procession, and then with chords, and then a full-on improvisation.
A break in the action. RF asks "Now that there's a lull, what next?"
After a second, Jaxie runs across the room, trading places with someone. A few agonizing seconds later, I run across the room and trade with Taylor. And then the room explodes in activity. Another improv.
A break, and a return to the circle form. Another pause, and then I call Askesis, with Fernie's count. Then we move to Asturias, and we swirl around during the twinkling chords. Returning to the circle as the piece ends. Patrick reads the text to Ives's Berceuse, and that team plays it. Whizzing in two circles, inner and outer. Return to the full circle.
Final words from RF. It is now raining; we head to our respective places.
Dinner at 7:00. We are out of the middle.
Cleaning up after dinner. At one point, I become aware that Chris isn't wearing shoes in the scullery, and I immediately tell him to go away and put shoes on--a particularly kind of authority in my voice that I'm not used to hearing. Afterward, Christina commends me for the care I show Chris. He really is kind of like a kid brother.
OCG rehearsal after dinner. Way too much to describe it all, but extremely active. A great deal of running around, and some repertoire is also played as well.
At one point, during an intense pause, Chris walks across the circle to me, plays a short chord, and I do not respond. He begins to walk away, and then I run into the circle, cut him off at the pass, and we begin a playful sort of "fight". John tries to join in, but I "bark" at him (fully in character) and he steps back into his place in the circle. I'm aware that I'm stomping around a bit, and I notice that I'm getting distracted by the sound of my own feet. Chris and I continue to play back and forth, and then I bring someone else in, and then "tap out" and return to the basic circle.
A bit later, there is a moment where there is a lot of different stuff going on, but the big central form is a circle that includes Mary Beth, Victor, and I; we are whizzing around the circle while also running as fast as we can. Victor and I are both cracking up.
Phone call with Ieva afterward. Happy.
OCG VII - Day 2
Day 2
Wake at 6:00, sitting at 7:00.
Breakfast at 8:00. Lots of comments about the OCG rehearsal last night. "No note choices." "I felt safe." "Drama." "Dervish circle."
On lunch duty at 10:00. Patricia's vegetable peelers are a revelation: well-made tools are a blessing. A realization that if I could work as smoothly as this peeler, life would be a lot easier. There is some extra time during lunch prep, and Sandra asks us to please stick to useful talking and staying on the course, just in time for the bell at 12:30. A good reminder.
Lunch at 1:00. Not enough bowls. I end up sitting at the head table, which is strangely not odd. Robert treats his floral salad with the respect it deserves.
2:30 - Repertoire meeting. My hands are working better than I expected.
4:00 - Tea. Horn Up Your Ass makes an appearance for Patrick G.'s birthday.
Feels very strange that it's Tuesday. A week from now, this is all gone forever. Very clear that I'm in the warped time zone of a course.
5:00 - "Authentic rehearsal of the Orchestra" with Frank. His classic exercise of filling the room and finding the maximum amount of space for one's self leads to some interesting extrapolations. At one point, he directs us to follow and mimic a person in the room, and then directs us to switch to a new person. As I switch and begin to mimic this new person, I notice something very odd: there is still a clear residue of the first person in my actions.
6:00 - Moving things inside the main house for dinner. Cold, windy, and wet.
6:30 - Tai Chi with Luciano.
7:00 - Dinner. Lots of talking, and then deep Silence visits, roughly 12 minutes. RF talks about the 7 Principles of working in a Guitar Circle, and asks for suggestions for work tonight.
8:20 - Personal practice, working with the base concept from the Mind Pickler last night.
9:30 - Personal meeting with Robert. A little anxious, as I have not had one with him before. A discussion on "chief feature"; an internal struggle with whether I should teach or not ("We can only give away what we have for ourselves"); touching on Beelzebub, the Dramatic Universe. I'm always mystified when people call him anything other than kind and polite; he's simply one of the most pleasant persons I've ever met. What's actually more surprising about the meeting is that there is no pretension in the discussion, no "You are wasting my time" feeling about it. He is approaching me completely on the level that I am at, with the breadth of experience that he has. We go a few minutes over schedule, and then he advises me to get moving so that we can make rehearsal on time.
10:00 - OCG rehearsal. Procession whizzing, followed by full-on Orchestrizing. Leaders constantly changing. At one point early in the run, Elisa takes a walk outside with a section of the procession--I have no shoes or jacket on, but I swallow my pride and follow anyway. No fear until I suspect she'll be walking behind the dorm, where I do not know the terrain. By the time we come back, the Orchestra has begun to shift into new territory.
Ducking. Running. Crowding and everything in between.
Audiences have no idea what they're in for.
Victor checks in with Chris and I afterward. He advises us to really work Askesis, Eye of the Needle, and Asturias; Where is the Nurse? has been cut.
Long day. The middle is decidedly here.
Wake at 6:00, sitting at 7:00.
Breakfast at 8:00. Lots of comments about the OCG rehearsal last night. "No note choices." "I felt safe." "Drama." "Dervish circle."
On lunch duty at 10:00. Patricia's vegetable peelers are a revelation: well-made tools are a blessing. A realization that if I could work as smoothly as this peeler, life would be a lot easier. There is some extra time during lunch prep, and Sandra asks us to please stick to useful talking and staying on the course, just in time for the bell at 12:30. A good reminder.
Lunch at 1:00. Not enough bowls. I end up sitting at the head table, which is strangely not odd. Robert treats his floral salad with the respect it deserves.
2:30 - Repertoire meeting. My hands are working better than I expected.
4:00 - Tea. Horn Up Your Ass makes an appearance for Patrick G.'s birthday.
Feels very strange that it's Tuesday. A week from now, this is all gone forever. Very clear that I'm in the warped time zone of a course.
5:00 - "Authentic rehearsal of the Orchestra" with Frank. His classic exercise of filling the room and finding the maximum amount of space for one's self leads to some interesting extrapolations. At one point, he directs us to follow and mimic a person in the room, and then directs us to switch to a new person. As I switch and begin to mimic this new person, I notice something very odd: there is still a clear residue of the first person in my actions.
6:00 - Moving things inside the main house for dinner. Cold, windy, and wet.
6:30 - Tai Chi with Luciano.
7:00 - Dinner. Lots of talking, and then deep Silence visits, roughly 12 minutes. RF talks about the 7 Principles of working in a Guitar Circle, and asks for suggestions for work tonight.
8:20 - Personal practice, working with the base concept from the Mind Pickler last night.
9:30 - Personal meeting with Robert. A little anxious, as I have not had one with him before. A discussion on "chief feature"; an internal struggle with whether I should teach or not ("We can only give away what we have for ourselves"); touching on Beelzebub, the Dramatic Universe. I'm always mystified when people call him anything other than kind and polite; he's simply one of the most pleasant persons I've ever met. What's actually more surprising about the meeting is that there is no pretension in the discussion, no "You are wasting my time" feeling about it. He is approaching me completely on the level that I am at, with the breadth of experience that he has. We go a few minutes over schedule, and then he advises me to get moving so that we can make rehearsal on time.
10:00 - OCG rehearsal. Procession whizzing, followed by full-on Orchestrizing. Leaders constantly changing. At one point early in the run, Elisa takes a walk outside with a section of the procession--I have no shoes or jacket on, but I swallow my pride and follow anyway. No fear until I suspect she'll be walking behind the dorm, where I do not know the terrain. By the time we come back, the Orchestra has begun to shift into new territory.
Ducking. Running. Crowding and everything in between.
Audiences have no idea what they're in for.
Victor checks in with Chris and I afterward. He advises us to really work Askesis, Eye of the Needle, and Asturias; Where is the Nurse? has been cut.
Long day. The middle is decidedly here.
OCG VII - Day 1
Day 1
Awake multiple times in the night. Many snoring types. Also, someone apparently had an interesting nightmare as well. Aware that my back is going to hate me at the end of this week, though sleeping on my back alleviates this a bit. Too bad I prefer the side.
9:15 - Waking at 6:00. Mad dash to the auditorium for 7:15 sitting at 6:50. I realize on waking that the previous day, when I had cleaned out and moved forty-something chairs to the auditorium, that I had forgotten to arrange the chairs. Arrived, realized that there was nothing I could do, as people had already begun to arrive. Long sitting.
Silence during breakfast.
The hot water heater in this cabin says "Never run out of hot water again." It lies.
Changing strings. Inaugural meeting at 11:00.
2:20 - Good opening meeting. My own personal comments are that I've been brought to the course by the future (in reference to the fact that I've been essentially working with a mind towards this course since 2011, before it was even official), and that my personal aims are: 1) to ensure that all arrive at the course safely, 2) to support the Orchestra in whatever mode I am needed, 3) to ensure that all depart the course safely.
RF's own comments will be replicated on his own diary (link leads to home page of DGM, where it is to be found), but two things stick out: first, a reference to Tom's observation in Mexico this past February that "We must bring this [the Procession] into war zones", and that Boston and New York were in fact that very thing; and a comment about these performances and demonstrations being useful for three generations.
The pre-lunch work being called; "high flyers" are to meet in the auditorium with Curt at 12:15, "middle flyers" at 12:30 with Sandra in the Movements Hall, and "low flyers" with Victor at 12:30. A bit of hesitation on my own part, as I know where I want to be, but with the quality of players around, I'm a bit unsure of whether I can hang. As we're all leaving the auditorium, Victor asks me where I plan to go; on seeing my hesitation, he rather directly says, "Go to the high flyers' meeting".
Back in the auditorium. Curt hands the duties of "director" to Fernie, who calls for circulation. Some interesting stuff--passing of sounds that are post-tonal. Different keys are called. Some repertoire:
Eye of the Needle (x2)
Third Relation (this gets some apprehensive looks around the circle)
Red
Driving Force
Asturias
Discussion in between each piece.
6:25 - Tea at 4:00, work with Frank at 5:00.
Running repertoire with some folks at 8:00.
RF giving a pretty serious mind pickler at roughly the same time, but working in 20 minute chunks, so I head over for 8:50. I'm not able to pick up the exact pattern he's giving, but I am able to figure out the idea of running variations of the First Primary and First Secondary exercises across the strings of the fretboard. I watch him give maybe 6 or 7 patterns, and then he rather gleefully puts them all together at the same time, and then adds a bass skiffle part, so that there are 5 disparate parts dementedly clashing against each other. And also a solo break for Fernie. [As the week progresses, this will actually make a lot of sense in a backward way.]
9:30 - An intense opening OCG rehearsal, roughly 40 minutes. A clear tie to Frank's work earlier in the day. Afteward, an announcement for repertoire work "if you see yourself doing this".
10:30 - Late arrivals. No repertoire run after all (most of the course showed up), but the notion of procession chords is presented, first in A minor, and then shifting to A harmonic minor. Zithering around.
11:00 - Teaching Where is the Nurse? bass line to multiple people; this gets somewhat derailed by flighty attention (people wanting to do everything), but gets back on course late in the Movements hall. Some other repertoire run as well, to check in.
Missing Ieva. To bed around 1:00 am.
Awake multiple times in the night. Many snoring types. Also, someone apparently had an interesting nightmare as well. Aware that my back is going to hate me at the end of this week, though sleeping on my back alleviates this a bit. Too bad I prefer the side.
9:15 - Waking at 6:00. Mad dash to the auditorium for 7:15 sitting at 6:50. I realize on waking that the previous day, when I had cleaned out and moved forty-something chairs to the auditorium, that I had forgotten to arrange the chairs. Arrived, realized that there was nothing I could do, as people had already begun to arrive. Long sitting.
Silence during breakfast.
The hot water heater in this cabin says "Never run out of hot water again." It lies.
Changing strings. Inaugural meeting at 11:00.
2:20 - Good opening meeting. My own personal comments are that I've been brought to the course by the future (in reference to the fact that I've been essentially working with a mind towards this course since 2011, before it was even official), and that my personal aims are: 1) to ensure that all arrive at the course safely, 2) to support the Orchestra in whatever mode I am needed, 3) to ensure that all depart the course safely.
RF's own comments will be replicated on his own diary (link leads to home page of DGM, where it is to be found), but two things stick out: first, a reference to Tom's observation in Mexico this past February that "We must bring this [the Procession] into war zones", and that Boston and New York were in fact that very thing; and a comment about these performances and demonstrations being useful for three generations.
The pre-lunch work being called; "high flyers" are to meet in the auditorium with Curt at 12:15, "middle flyers" at 12:30 with Sandra in the Movements Hall, and "low flyers" with Victor at 12:30. A bit of hesitation on my own part, as I know where I want to be, but with the quality of players around, I'm a bit unsure of whether I can hang. As we're all leaving the auditorium, Victor asks me where I plan to go; on seeing my hesitation, he rather directly says, "Go to the high flyers' meeting".
Back in the auditorium. Curt hands the duties of "director" to Fernie, who calls for circulation. Some interesting stuff--passing of sounds that are post-tonal. Different keys are called. Some repertoire:
Eye of the Needle (x2)
Third Relation (this gets some apprehensive looks around the circle)
Red
Driving Force
Asturias
Discussion in between each piece.
6:25 - Tea at 4:00, work with Frank at 5:00.
Running repertoire with some folks at 8:00.
RF giving a pretty serious mind pickler at roughly the same time, but working in 20 minute chunks, so I head over for 8:50. I'm not able to pick up the exact pattern he's giving, but I am able to figure out the idea of running variations of the First Primary and First Secondary exercises across the strings of the fretboard. I watch him give maybe 6 or 7 patterns, and then he rather gleefully puts them all together at the same time, and then adds a bass skiffle part, so that there are 5 disparate parts dementedly clashing against each other. And also a solo break for Fernie. [As the week progresses, this will actually make a lot of sense in a backward way.]
9:30 - An intense opening OCG rehearsal, roughly 40 minutes. A clear tie to Frank's work earlier in the day. Afteward, an announcement for repertoire work "if you see yourself doing this".
10:30 - Late arrivals. No repertoire run after all (most of the course showed up), but the notion of procession chords is presented, first in A minor, and then shifting to A harmonic minor. Zithering around.
11:00 - Teaching Where is the Nurse? bass line to multiple people; this gets somewhat derailed by flighty attention (people wanting to do everything), but gets back on course late in the Movements hall. Some other repertoire run as well, to check in.
Missing Ieva. To bed around 1:00 am.
OCG VII - Day (-1) -> 0
Day (-1)
Busy day of pre-project necessities. Ieva leaves in the morning, giving me time to finish packing in time for Victor to drop by and pick up my bag, guitar, and items purchased through me for an incoming Crafty. After this, heading off to meet with Becky and pick up an air mattress. Catching up over Indian food, and then off to get some hair removed from my head. A stop by the grocery store for breakfast supplies, and back home.
Some more travel e-mails. Cleaning. Chris arrives from Connecticut just as I'm preparing to head to the laundromat for some necessary last minute stuff, and we head over together. Plenty of discussion about jargon, what this project might be like, and general conversation.
Back to my place; some more organizing, and practicing with Chris until somewhere around midnight, interspersed with phone calls about incoming Crafties. Victor graciously puts up two more Crafties that have flown in and could not secure a hotel room, which means that no one arriving to this course will have had to remain in the airport over night.
Some more discussion, and then we head to the airport to pick up Christina, who is flying in at 1:00 am. Back to my place around 1:45, and we all quickly turn in for the night.
Day 0
7:00 am: wake up, shower. Sitting at 8 am with Christina, Chris, and myself. Erin arrives to my house as we're eating breakfast. Some catching up and visiting over coffee, and then a quick clean-up. Packing and piling into Chris's car, and on the road at 10:00.
Constant texts and calls. Part of my job for this course. Par for the course.
Arrival at Camp Caravan, approximately noon. Dispatching to various rooms, busy work until the first van from the airport arrives. All arrivals seem generally happy, and lots of good will all around. I've managed to give myself a blister (and subsequently destroy it) in the first fifteen minutes through sweeping.
Lunch at 2:00. Quiet.
More busy stuff. Prepared the auditorium. Some practicing. Showed John H. and David L. the 16 Bar Exercise, part of Third Relation, and a touch of Where is the Nurse. A bit of texting back and forth with Ieva, and keeping up to date with various travel issues. Shooting shit with Tim and Curt.
Dinner at 8:00 in the tent we've rented for the course, with Erin as head chef. Eggplant parmesan, which is delicious, and the first appearance on a course (reportedly) of salad dressing squerd, which is also tasty. As we're eating, I see Dev scamper off, and then up at the house I can see Victor arrive, which means RF has also arrived--once Bill arrives, my duties as travel coordinator will be half-completed. House stuff with Alex, and then 90 minutes of dishes. Some more back and forth with Ieva, paying for strings, diary stuff at 11:20.
Physically uncomfortable. Gave up pillow to Luigi because we ran out, bed to Jon because a top bunk is impossible for him. Will be sleeping this week on a thin pad with my sitting pillow. Not ideal, but oh well.
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